Although I just recently surprised myself on the free test (thank you, Lifeleap for that eye-opening opportunity), there is only so much that somebody else can tell you about what you’re experiencing right now. I CAN however tell you that I have also experienced “messages” coming from the world in the form of symbols and shapes and events, etc. These messages are meant for your interpretation, and unfortunately nobody can help you with that. Keep in mind, however, that all you have to do is realize that they wouldn’t be there if you didn’t already know what they meant…
As for the spirit guide thing, I’ve not had much experience seeking that out, but the impression I get from feeling it out is that it’s kind-of a hard thing to describe. I know native americans would sometimes take mind-altering substances before they really figured it out, so it’s a pretty abstract process. (I am by no means suggesting you take any substances).
I unfortunately don’t feel confident enough to respond to the questions that would require purely psychic responses, as I’m kinda new at this, sorry. I hope the rest helped you out, though.